today is not my day

昨晚睡得熟到沒有把ipod關掉，起了一大早，我七點半就到景美了。
等到八點四十六分，我覺得這是我最大的極限了，等待是一件很討厭的事情。
不管是乾等討人厭還是擔心討人厭，總而言之就是討厭。
原本想乾脆都出門了就去找小琪好了，but today, nobody wants to answer the phone...
真的很難過。
書局也沒開，我已經盡了我最大的力量想要等你。then here comes the bus。
在公車上發了簡訊給你，i really want to hear ur excuse but i dont' need it.
and i don't need a sorry either.
if i'm not so important, then i'm not, just not! just let it be!

回家的路上我想過了如果你有良心打來道歉的話我應該說什麼。
還試著拍照逗自己開心，可是表情實在太嚇人了。
沿途，我拍了我家附近的樣子。就當做這是我今天短暫的行程紀錄。
i forgive u, already...
可是我沒有辦法原諒我自己。這麼容易就動感情。

From Frente's Bizarre Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine, but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes and it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time i see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that i can't say

I feel fine and i feel good
I feel like i never should
Whenever i get this way I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if i hurt someone else
Then i'll never see just what we're meant to be

Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I'm waiting for that final moment
You say the words that I can't say

很喜歡的歌，哥哥找到的，超好聽。